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tokyo_yume 's post about her dream to write down mine. I honestly don't remember any of it except being at a wedding (no, I wasn't the bride) and then the part I wanted to mention.
It was very brief, but Ruki was curled up on the floor. As he spoke (I couldn't understand what he was saying), he reached for my UT sweatshirt and slowly slipped it on. I remember thinking it would probably smell like smoke after that, and I kinda liked the idea ^^ Then, he grabbed my cat Hershey and snuggled with him as he continued talking. It was soooooo weird. Ruki with my sweatshirt and kitty cat? WTF. Ruki with at cat XDDD His look was similar to the one he had during the cockroach time: the bright blonde hair and marks on his neck. The thing that really stuck out to me though, was that I could see him clearly. I usually cannot SEE people in my dreams, only sense who they are. But Ruki I could see perfectly. Perhaps the bad girl in me is starting to conquer my subconscious. That bad boy definitely intrigues me <3
Of course I haven't seen all of them, but out of the Ruki pics I've seen, I think this is my favorite :)
Edit:
I forgot one other thing. For many of us, it's hard to find people who understand much less accept our love for jrock. I am fortunate enough to have parents who are very tolerant and supportive. Sure, my mom gives me funny looks, and my sister has a few choice words here and there, but all in all, they let me do what I will. I just wanted to mention a couple of recent instances that came up with each of my parents.
1) As my mom and I were driving back from visiting my grandmother, I was playing DIM by the Gazette. She points to the radio and says, "Now, who is this?". I answer, "The Gazette" and waited for a strange comment. She pauses and says, "They make me drive fast! I'm going to get a ticket!" LOL They make me drive fast too...
2) I'm watching something Alice Nine related on my computer in the living room (can't remember what it was) as my dad glanced occasionally over my shoulder. He then remarks, "I always thought he was cutest", referring to Nao!!! I look at him like O_________O and he says, "Not like that! But I think he has a cute face! Him and Shou." Lord help me. My dad would probably rather me marry Nao XDDD Needless to say, I've been trying to prepare my parents for the probable case that they might not be able to communicate with their future son-in-law unless they learn Japanese.
And on a final passing note, no offense to Tora or his dear fans (I sound like I'm not one XD), Hiroto has a much better strut on that treadmill thing in the Rainbows PV. Hiroto's got that swagger ^^ *runs away before she gets shot and bricked* YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE!
Anyway, sorry for the randomness!
This is awesome -________-
Could be worse I guess.
aggravatedShou-san this time! <3333333333 and I love his vandalize look! *squeals*
awakeA. Upon receiving this tag, immediately perform a screen capture of your desktop. It is best that no icons be deleted before the screen capture so as to add to the element of fun.
B. Post the picture in your blog. You can also give a short explanation on the look of your desktop just below it if you want. You can explain why you preferred such look or why is it full of icons. Things like that.
C. Tag five people. I tag;
p.s. Mar, I know you already posted yours, and Elena, Mar tagged you too, but I know BOTH of you have rotating desktops so...POST AGAIN!
LOL ok, so I've been meaning to clean this up...but I want to get my folders organized before I start putting things in them. But that may be worse anyway. Whatever, stfu. My desktop rotates and it happened to be on handsome Tora! I need to update my pics in there, come to think of it XDDD
annoyedI'm so proud of them. お疲れ様でした!
But here starts all the anxiety and troubles. I'm truly scared. I'm stressed. I don't know what to do, because I am lost and wandering blindly. Someone, please guide me.
I don't even want to get into it right now. So I'll just say CONGRATS once again to Alice Nine and I'm so happy for them. It's truly a wonderful time for Alice Nine and us as fans! A victory for all of us! <33333333
terrifiedI thought I was all set to go this morning to submit my passport application. I filled out the app online and printed it, found the nearest acceptance facility, CALLED them to be sure they took photos on-site and which forms of payment they accepted (good thing I asked cos I need a check AND cash which I hardly ever have), located my Social Security Card which I don't need but wanted to take anyway, and left a note for my mom to get my birth certificate. She woke me up and told me she had it on the counter, but was unsure about it >___< She also told me just to take my whole freaking baby book since it has baptismal info and other goodies.
Damn it all to hell, this certificate is a copy and does not have the RAISED, EMBOSSED SEAL on it. I have no idea where THAT one is. Last time I remember seeing it was my junior year of high school, umm, 7 YEARS AGO?! We went on a cruise to the bahamas (for band XDD) and all I needed was that certificate with ID. Where it went after that, I have no clue. That's what moms are for! Why doesn't my mom have it somewhere?! Jk it's not her responsibility, but I do depend on her for all that. But what's really annoying is how my mom can be so anal retentive about stuff she's incorrect about. She says "It SAYS 'seal' and it's signed so that should be fine". NO MOM, it says "seal" so that the registrar knows where to put the damn seal! It does not mean it's sealed! "Just take it anyway and see if they will do it." NO, I'm not going to waste my time because it SAYS on the site that the birth certificate must have the seal. GD this is annoying. I guess I'll either tear my room apart or order a new one. I should probably just order a new one.
I wasn't too thrilled at the idea of having to take my passport photos today, but DAMN IT, I wanted to get this done. Fuck!
Oh well, I'm going to go talk to IACE instead and see what kind of help they can give me for planning my trip. I need to get a time frame for when I need to start booking flights and getting a rail pass, etc.
いって来ます! <3
(and LOL at Shou's face for the "annoyed" mood XD)
annoyed...is clinging again. He is so pathetic.
The countdown is now on 2, will be changing to 1 soon! What could this Alice Nine surprise be? I'm dying to know.
Yesterday's chai latte <3
Today's weather: it's always so surreal when it's sunny and raining...
So I have a lot I need to post about, but I just wanted to do a mid-week/mid-vakay assessment :)
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~ begin using my planner, as part of a larger effort to get my life organized: ummm, tonight?!
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~ go to Austin to talk to the EPA (have to tidy up my dusty resume I guess -_______-): this one was major fail. But I will make some phone calls tomorrow.
~ research my trip to Japan i.e. should I consult a travel agent?, talk to IACE, look up hostels: I should do this now also
~ apply for my passport: filling out the form momentarily!
~ start a program for myself to relearn and advance my Japanese studies: oh snap not happening I don't think
~ start a workout regime I can stick to: same here
~ start a diet (change in eating habits, not so much counting calories sorta thing): wow I suck
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So yah, I suck. Well, first things first. I should do my passport form, THEN update my LJ. So...I'll be back!
I LOVE SHOU, HIS DELICIOUS TONGUE , AND HIS LONG,
HAHA ok, time to have a productive day! *scurries off*
productive
exhausted
devious
okay